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interrupted bliss

And so, again, my interrupted bliss Never asked for life to be like this. Do not know where I went wrong, Just don’t feel like I belong.
Only one place where I can be me, And there I cannot stay permanently, My heart remains, my body leaves, My entire being reluctantly unweaves.
When will I be free from lonely dreams, Accompanied to see those pale moonbeams That shine at night, in the sky, Will that ever happen before I die?
Will I ever know the feeling of contentment? Will happiness ever reign as my constant? Will I ever be someone who tr

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blankBlank eyes, dead face, Torments me with a flat smirk. Vacant stare, bare purpose, Scares me in my heart. blank
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the word i don't have to sayParanoid again.
Can’t help it, Don’t know what to do. Only one way, But it should annoy you, When I tell you, All about my fears.
They’re stupid, Irrational, even Nearly impossible. All I know, Is that I feel, Like I need to check, Just so I’m sure.
All I can say, Is that word That  I don’t have to. You promised me, I’d never need to. Still, I’m sorry. Just so you know.
Keep telling me, That I’ll be okay, Keep holding me, Promising me, It’ll go away then, It the word i don't have to say
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boxesPurple box on a dark blue screen, My computer as it stands. Fingerprints all over the glass, Left by some unknowing hand.
My conversation, pink and black type, Random threads, flung togther, Spilt with “I love you”s, Keep my life this way forever.
Keep me safe and keep me warm, When you’re there, when you’re not, Keep me happy, and I will you, Give me all the love you’ve got.
Make me smile, make me laugh,
Even if you’re not there to see My laugh reach the screen, Let your love reach through it to me.
Purple box on a dar boxes
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TangledTangled in my everlasting dream, I hear the voice that speaks to me. It tells me of the things it’s seen, Of all its horrid memories.
Whilst I sleep, it lives its life, Alone and in the dark of night. It tells my black and empty mind Its tales of love and life gone by.
Living in another’s mind, My dream-maker creates the dream of life. The dream of love, broken, undone, It haunts my nights, my days, my life.
Still tangled in my everlasting dream, I forever hear the voice that speaks to me. Endlessly it will tell of the things it’s seen, &n Tangled
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Sixth Form

Tue Oct 3, 2006, 2:24 AM

well, i'm at sixth form now, and it's okay, i guess. there's some nasty people here in norfolk, well... i guess there's nasty people everywhere, but i seem to have met half of norfolk's quota since i've been at sixth form. you can walk into a room and sit down in pretty much the middle of a group of people, and y'know, they'll start talking over your head. it's rude. and degrading actually. a lot of the time, i wonder why i decided to go to sixth form in the first place. maybe i should have just got an aprenticeship instead. i dunno. i'll get through it i think. i've got people who love me, and, even thought they're not there with me, i know that they'll be loving me regardless. so i guess i'll be good.